我好像一直都在错过。。。。

我也不想的。

所以我要好好把握所拥有的。

其实人生是由很多东西组成的。也许有缺陷的才是人生吧。

我应该知足，至少我现在很幸福。

未来由我创造。

幸福由我争取。

十岁以前，就不说了，无非是淘气和不懂事。  

十三、四岁的时候，开始对女孩有好感，但是那时候他离女孩远远的，并且以讨厌女孩自居，生怕被同伴嘲笑。  

十五岁的时候，听到大人们说某某男人好花，把女朋友甩了，女孩自杀了。他觉得这人真狠毒，自己将来一定要做个痴情的男人，一定要一生只爱一个人。  

十六岁的时候，他喜欢上了一个女孩，但是他不敢和她说。仍然和往常一样，脏兮兮的在灰土飞扬的操场上踢球。只在女孩走出校门的时候，躲在二层的窗户上看她的背影,他觉得她一定是个天使。  

十七岁的时候，有个女孩喜欢上了他，但是他离她很远，他心里面只有自己那个女孩， 他觉得看别的女孩都是对她的不忠。  

十八岁的时候，看了一个MTV，感动得想哭，他想，如果自己的女孩失去了双眼，他一定 男主角会毫不犹豫的把自己的眼睛给她，让她能看到光明。  

十九岁的时候，高考了。终于和自己暗恋的女孩分别，坐火车去学校的时候，感觉自己离她越来越远，心像被掏空了一样。还在想自己一定不会忘记她，等到自己成功以后一定要去找她。  

二十岁的时候，听到有人讲黄色笑话，觉得这人真可耻。  

二十一岁的时候，她的回信中告诉他，自己有了男朋友。偷偷的哭了一个晚上。  

二十二岁的时候，他向一个女孩表白，女孩说“你是个好人，可是我还小。”他想，我的确是个好人，他说“没关系，我可以等你。”心想，我不会像那些花心的人一样，三年五年我也能等。  

二十三岁的时候，说自己还小的女孩和一个帅哥恋爱了。他很纳闷，长大原来可以这快。  

二十四岁的时候，他又向一个女孩表白，女孩说“你是个好人，可是我并不适合你。” 他纳闷很久，我是好人你怎么还不适合我呢？  

二十五岁的时候，他又追求一个女孩，女孩接受了他。他开始很幸福的为未来拼搏，他 想，一时的开心只是暂时的，只有努力拼搏，他和她才能有快乐的未来，但是，半年以 后，女孩和他分手了。只是因为另外一个男孩会说让她开心的话。女孩说“你是个好人 ，是我对不起你。”他似乎明白了问题所在，他是个好人。  

二十六岁的时候，他开始堕落，交网友。打扮得时尚而酷，而且渐渐的学习着讨好女孩 的话。不久，他有了个女朋友，虽然他对她也很好，可是，他心里知道，自己并不爱她 。  

二十七岁的时候，他和女孩分手了。他对女孩说“你是个好女孩，是我对不起你。”  

二十八岁的时候，他尝试了一夜情，发现别人能做的，自己也一样。  

二十九岁的时候，他学会了讲黄色笑话，并且以看旁边的女孩子脸红为乐趣。  

三十岁的时候，他忽然发现自己变得很有能力追求到女孩，但是却没有了爱的能力。于 是

他在自己MSN上写下了如下的话 ************************************************

其实每个男孩，本来都是想做一个感情专一的好男人的。  
其实每个男孩，本来看女孩子都是看脸而不是胸部的。其实每个男孩，本来都是不会讲黄色笑话的。  
其实每个男孩，本来都是渴望爱一个人直到永远的。  
只是，没有任何女孩爱这样的男孩，她们觉得这样的男孩太幼稚，太古板，没有情趣。  
于是男孩开始改变，变成女孩喜欢的那种 嘴角挂着坏坏的笑,玩世不恭或者幽默  
开始学会说甜言蜜语而不是心里想说的话 开始学会假装关心，学会给女孩送小饰物讨好她 学会如何追求，如何把握爱情。 或者看破红尘，游戏情场，成为女人恨恨的那种男人  
他们可以很容易俘获女孩子的心 但是他们也会在黑的夜里叼着烟流泪 心里有爱的时候，没有女孩.有了女孩，却永远没有了爱的感觉 在听到女人抱怨世上没有一个好男人时候 他们不会再去努力做个好男人，只是微笑着擦肩而过

It is one more week again........ Sometime I am thinking is it any way to increase our life value but because my wisdom is not sufficient, I still cannot find out a way to overcome this problem. Hope I can find it very soon.

I never think that my heart will hurt so much....... I thought my heart wont hurt by anything for so far but I was wrong. This time it was really hurt...... What happen actually I also don't know..... Feel so upset

AhHaa, is another year again. As usual, this is another usual year. No surprise, nothing too bad happen. However as long as is normal, we should be graceful. Maybe my life is not as colourful as others but I can still enjoy my life. Everyone has own lifetyle, there is nothing to compare. So if we keep a normal mood to face everything, all shall be fine. Try work hard in this coming pig year. Hope can get what I want. All depend on fate and my hard work. Hehe, at last happy chinese new year to u all.

Fighing with time. Fighting with skills. Duel people. Learn experiences. My life

换了工后,觉得好象这份工比较适合我.不用每天窝在办工室,感觉好多了.每天会遇到不同的人和事.有空的话还可以去捉弄顾客的秘书或OL.哈哈.最重要的是,可以扩张我的人脉.....以备日后之需.

Sien....going back to JB later

Remember everyone, customer is not always right but we must ensure we treat them right. Even if you want to scold them, you must also scold with smile, understand?

《爱错》

曲：王力宏 | 词：王力宏/崔惟楷 | 编：

北风毫不留情 把叶子吹落 脆弱的她选择了逃脱
叶子失去消息 风才感觉寂寞 整个冬天
北风的痛没人能说

 

* 我从来没想过 我会这样做 从来没爱过 所以爱错
我从哪里起飞 从哪里降落 多少不能原谅的错
却不能重来过 *

 

翻开回忆角落 完美的生活 以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初 那个故事背后 Oh 原来是我
犯下从没承认的错

 

Repeat *

 

在这少了你的世界 Oh
找不回那些感觉 其实我不想道别 那些过去

我从来没想过 我会这样做
从来没爱过 所以爱错 (从来没有爱过那么认真)
我从哪里起飞 从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错 却不能重来过
我从来没想过 我会这样做
从来没爱过 所以爱错 我从哪里起飞 从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错 请你原谅我的爱错

Haha after switch job, now everydays full with challenges. Even sometime will being advised by senior but it is very happy. At least now life full with meaning. Haha

换了新工作，新环境也快三个月了。每天就是在新山路上跑来跑去，忙忙碌碌，但感觉还不坏。至少每天都有新事物，可以认识到不一样的人和事，也是人生的一种历练。每天躲在办公室果然是不适合我的，这是我换了新工作后才意识到的。呵呵，希望这份工可以给我我想要的东西和目标。

How is everyone? Still ok with everybody life? I am still alive but no time to online. Haha hope u all still fine. Don't miss me.

So fast, one month passed already. I will be back Johor at 10-6-2006. Haha

This 15 May, I will be relocated by my new company for one month training at HQ in Shah Alam. The address is as follow:

 

No. 4, Jalan Saudagar U1/16
Seksyen U1
Hicom Glenmarie Industrial Park
40150 Shah Alam, Selangor
Malaysia

 

Anyone who stay near there may come find me lim teh together during weekend....Hope can see you soon

28-4
I started take bus to KL when 5.30pm and estimated will be able to

each KL to meet with Stan at 9.30pm but because some delay. I only

manage to reach KL around 10.45pm. Then when I reached the KFC near

Genting Klang, only I found that Stan's phone cannot be called.

OMG, fortunate I still have Alan. I quickly contact Alan and ask

him to call Stan for me. Luckily Stan got open his MSN. If not I

hink I need to wait at Mamak until late nite.....

 

29-4
Morning Chee Keong and his girl friend Jessie came fetched stan and

me to eat breakfast with some friends I forgeted their name

already. Then we went sing Karaoke in Red Box. Haha damn long

didn't go sing K already.

At nite, after we ate dinner, Stan and Chee Keong's friend "Siew

Keong" fetched us to PWTC there to take bus to Redang. Finally 7 of

us (Stan, Alan, Chee Keong, Angeline, Shy Ni, Jessie and me) met

together. Then at 10pm we start go Terengganu 1st before we go

Redang.

 

30-4
Around 4.30am, according to Stan, this is the earliest time he

reached Terengganu. Haha then we walked to Stan's house. After took

some rest at his home, we start depart to Redang through Terengganu

port (think is in Terengganu). The boat move so fast and the sea

wind made us feel "song"

Around 10.00am we finally arrived Redang.Our room nukber is 64....

After checking in and eating our lunch, we went to rent the life

jacket and goggle. Then we went to snorkeling around 2.30pm. Haha

this is my first time snorkeling. Alan tried to help me but I

almost pull him down to water. Luckily his contact lense didn't

dropped down by me. Thank to them after that I learned how to

snorkeling already.

Then around 4.30pm we went snorkeling again. But this time we went

on our own. The view under surface of sea is so beautiful....

At evening, Chee Keong start "working" to catch some video. Hehe, I

also join him as his advisor on "scenery" taking.

 

1-5
Today is Labour Day. Today morning Shy Ni and Alan woke up early to

view sunset at Redang but too bad too many cloud, their wish cannot

be fullfiled.

Then after eat breakfast, around 10.30am we went Marine Park to

take another snorkeling. Wah! This time the creatures under sea

more beautiful than yesterday one. I saw blue carol, a fish which

body look like rainbow and many small fish which I do not know the

name. The wave in Marine Park is too large until I cannot swim back

the seaside. Luckily at last Alan saw me struggle in the middle of

sea and ask the Beach Boy to save me. If not now I think I become

Dragon King's son-in-law. When back from Marine Park, I accidently

pour some water on a lady which same boat with us. Then later on

some joke spread after this. Too bad I didn't get her name and

contact number.

Afternoon we went for another snorkeling again. This time Angeline

feel dizzy and not feeling well after back boat. Haha luckily she

didn't vomit on the boat. Then we met with the lady's friend's

group again.

At nite, after dinner, we went for some walk around Redang. We saw

the shop where "mo mo  tea" took movie on and see some firework on

Redang Bay. Later on we went to Karaoke before we went to sleep.

 

2-5
Today is our last day in Redang. This morning I wake up early and

go out hopefully can ook some picture of sunset, but too bad cloud

came out again. So I just had to wait for sky turn to more bright.
Then we play volley ball for a while before we start set up to go

back Terengganu.

Around 11am. we took boat back to Terengganu. It is another excited

boat trip again.

While arrive Terengganu, we simply buy some souvenir before we took

bus to go Stan house.

Then while 1.00pm we arrive Stan's house. His mother cooked so many

things for us to eat. And his father prepare some fruit for us too.

Thank to them.

Then at nite, is time to say goodbye to all of my friends. After we

ate dinner together, me and Chee Keong go Terengganu bus stop 1st

cos our bus at 8.30pm. The bus stop at the rest place where 7 of us

 stop when went Redang. Same place but now only left me alone in

here....

 

3-5
Around 5.30am, I reached Batu Pahat bus station. Story end

here.....

Today is my 1st day after left curent company. Quite not used to it... Must find a job after Redang trip. haha

Interviewer (I): Can you tell me why you demand such amount as your salary?

 

Me (M): Because Sir, as you know, I am from other place so I need to expense more in here including the house rental, and others daily expenses.

 

(I): So if like you say, I just need to hire a local people better than I no need to pay so much for it.

 

 

(I): (with smile) Hehe sir, of course you can hire who as you want. That is your freedom but I just want to tell you my opinion.

Yesterday go Singapore interview through an agent company. Below is the 1st interview result:

15th April 2006 will be a memorize day in my life. It will be the last day I stay in this company. I feel a little bit unbearable to leave here but no choice if I want to improve myself. Here already no space for me to grow anymore.... It is time to leave. Count down will be started soon.